It’s been awhile, did anyone miss me? Probably not but that’s ok, I’m doing this for me. To help me sort through this that happen.
Life has been pretty crazy in the last month, the show goes up in a little more than a week and I am freaking out. I pretty much live at the school right now, I get there at 8:15 in the morning and leave at 7:30 at night. Loving the eleven hour days their great especially with homework and university applications and all of the other things life likes to throw at you. Don’t get me wrong I am excited for the show buts it’s been a lot of time and a lot of sacrifices. Hopefully it’s all worth it in the end. That’s what everyone says though right? Their not sure if the choices they made were the right and they never know until it’s too late to change.
I wish I knew what’s going to happen next it would make life so much easier right now. I don’t deal with stress very well, I internalize everything until I can’t take it anymore and then it all blows up in my face and I can feel it coming on soon. I dpn’t know when it will come but it always does. Life’s fun like that. Maybe that’s why people seek solace in religion.
But what has religion really done for us? I’m not trying say that it hasn’t helped many people out of some dark places but in the grand scheme of things its only created violence and sadness. They use it as an escape or an excuse.
That’s my little insight of the day, it’s easier for me to write later at night and I don’t know why. Things just seem to flow better. Maybe that’s why I would always do my homework at like 1 in the morning.
Anyways so long for,
Izzie Robinson
9thday ofOctoberin the year2009
Tumblarity
How do you increase you tumblarity i don’t get it. Can anyone explain it to me?
6thday ofOctoberin the year2009
Craziness!
Well today was very interesting. Our director/drama teacher walked out of our rehearsal today. I don’t blame him though it was total crap. It’s hard when you have some people totally commiting and some not commiting at all. So we the seniors decided to have a chat with everybody to see if we could get their heads in the game. Hopefully they grow up enough to realize what needs to be done. Anyways so long for now.
27thday ofSeptemberin the year2009
Well I haven’t posted for quite awhile now, I’m not very good at committing to things like this I tend to get sidetracked easily. Lot’s of stuff has happened since I last posted, so I will fill all of you in.
I got two minor major parts in the production this year which I am very happy about, I am finally moving up. It’s my last year doing it so it’s nice to have bigger roles. The minor major thing probably didn’t make much sense but what I am trying to say is that I don’t have the leading role but I don’t have a three liner if that makes any sense. It’s sort of the supporting actress type role so I am pretty happy. I do have to sing in front of three hundred people though so I am kind of nervous about that. I can sing but I’m not the best or anything like that. But all of this sort of makes me think that I might actually have a shot at this acting thing maybe just maybe I could make something of myself. There’s quite a bit of dancing in this show and I’m not really worried about it for once. I’ve never been a very good dancer but I could pick up choreography and make it work. Now I am one of the best dancers for some of the dances and it kind of freaks me out.
I’m taking hip hop lessons now which is actually kind of fun. I’ve always had a secret want to learn how to dance but never pursued it and now I have that chance. It was more of a last minute decision mind you but I registered and that was that. So we will see how that turns out. It’s actually kind of nice though because since I’m not a trained dancer but I can pick up choreography pretty well I am actually not bad at it and actually better than some of the girls who have been dancing for years. Who would of though that right?
School would be the next logical thing to talk about I guess. It’s going well so far but I am only a month in so anything can happen. I know I am retaking two courses which is fine by me but I don’t see what the big deal is about it? Yes I didn’t do as well as I could have the first time but I’ve learned from my mistakes plus I still have all the notes from last year so that helps a lot. I’m just really excited to graduate this year and leave this town I am so done here it’s not even funny.
I still haven’t decided what I am going to do right after high school but right it’s looking like I am going to university. I’ve been thinking hard about this one and I think I am going to apply to Laval University. It’s in Quebec City and it’s close to Montreal. The thing is if I go there then I can possibly study in France for part of my degree which would be amazing! That’s if I decide to take psychology. I don’t know anymore, I think it’s what I want to do but how can I be sure?
Anyways so long for now,
Izzie Robinson
P.S. Everyone please watch Glee it’s one of the best shows on television, and go and buy Ray LaMontagne’s, A Fine Frenzy’s, Paramore’s and all of the Glee Cast songs. This what is on constant rotation on my Ipod right now.
24thday ofAugustin the year2009
Everyone check out A Fine Frenzy she is amazing!!! My favourite new artist.
23rdday ofAugustin the year2009
Back to school
Well for us students out there it’s almost time to go back to school. Some are probably already in school I think. One more week of vacation for me which involves registering for classes, getting my locker, making sure I have everything which really isn’t that much fun but it has to be done. But it’s not all bad it’s my last year of high school and it’s pretty exciting! Minus all the nerves I feel about high school ending and having to get on with my life, it’s pretty cool. Getting to reflect on all the choices I’ve made and where I’ve come from I realize that I’ve come a pretty long way. Mind you I still have a long way to go.
I have to start to figure out what I am going to do after high school, do I go straight to university, do I take a year off and travel grow up a little too, the possibilities are endless but it’s hard trying to make the right decision for me. I would love to see the world. I think it would be amazing but would I actually only take one year off? What courses would I take? What school would I go to? Should I study in english or french? Should I study in Canada or abroad?
Hopefully I get some insight soon,
The one and only
Izzie Robinson
20thday ofAugustin the year2009
http://www.modcloth.com
One of the best clothing sites out there. It’s definetly my favourite.
18thday ofAugustin the year2009
I wish I was there right now.
17thday ofAugustin the year2009
Ok so it's time to vent
So I work at this pretty popular restaurant in Yellowknife and for the most part I really like working there but my so called boss is not the easiest person to deal with. I go above and beyond what is asked of me to do because I want everything to work as smoothly as possible for everyone because when the costumers aren’t happy then no one is happy, chain reaction. This has been going on for pretty much two years now and I don’t know what to do. I could talk to the person but that never seems to go well or I could just hold out till the end of the summer which is only like two weeks. I am not a five year old and I can be talked to like an adult and believe me I have dealt with more things than you know so you should actually be thanking me for all I have done. Grudges are so stupid even more so when they are based on nothing. I feel a bit better now but if anyone has any advice for me it would be greatly appreciated.
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